Girls just wanna have fun...

Ok, it's the new me...or it's the old me again. Well, you can call it the way you like it, important is that I'm done with being pathetic. Yup, it's about time for me to be happy again and start having fun.

I was reading my old diaries, and I realized that's been exactly one year and 2 days since I wrote for the first time how crazy I am about him, and, well, I think it's a lot of time, so the new era of my life is about to begin.

I officially promise that this is the last post about that jerk. (Ok, his not a jerk, he's a really great guy, but it's easier for me to call him that way).

I don't even bother

if you've got another

I'm so over you...

...Or am I? Yes, I am. He moved on (after telling me he can't imagine his life without me), so why wouldn't I do the same thing?

There's a million guys out there and one of them will be the right one for me.

ShOw me the meaning Of being lOnley...

I want your opinion: does the love really exist? Or is it just a habit? And I'm not talking about falling in love, because I know that's real - it's the most beautiful feeling on the world. I'm talking about the feeling that comes after, for example, one, two, five months. When you feel you can't live without him (or her) , you miss him when he's gone and you count minutes until the next time you'll see him. You say it's true love.
But then you brake up with that person and, after week or two, you feel you miss him, but not on the way you thought you will. You miss having someone who will call you every night before you go to bed just to say "sweet dreams", someone who will take you out every Friday night, someone who will always have time for you...and not his smile, jokes, perfume, the way he looks at you or the way he says "I love you"...Honestly, I don't think that's love anymore. I think that's just a habit.
Please, correct me if I'm wrong.

Leting Him Go...

Fairytale gone bad. Don't know why, but as soon as I heard the name of this song, I felt some kinda connection with it. It seemed to me that this tittle has some deep message, and I didn't even need to hear the song, I already loved it... Now, after 4 years, my own fairytale gone bad.

...Once upon a time, there was a little princess who couldn't fall in love. Plenty of rich boys were coming to her palace everyday, hoping that they will melt cold Princess' heart, and eventually marry her. But non of them was special enough...

Until one day when Princess saw a Prince, who charmed her with his beautiful big brown eyes, cute smile and crazy sense of humor.

Princess fell in love.

Months passed, they were happy, he told her she's the most important person in his life, she loved him with each and every part of her heart. They thought that their love will last forever.

But, a poor girl came to their kingdom, asking for help. She wasn't beautiful as Princess, but it seemed Prince really liked her. Princess didn't like her at all, and that's when she started to fight with her Prince. She wanted to vanish that girl from the kingdom, but he didn't let her.

Days were passing by, and the Prince fall in love with the poor girl. He didn't left the Princess, only because he didn't want to break her heart, and she knew that...

...that's why she let him go.

THE END

ThIs Is mE...

Oh, God, I've got no idea why am I doing this... Guess it's my English teacher who kinda make me start thinking about writing a blog. She said I need a place where can I say what's on my mind, but far away from the people I know. She also said that diary isn't really a solution, so I decided to do this.

And here I am.

Btw, I'm not from US, England, or any other country where people speak English, so I'm really sorry if I had some grammer mistakes...:/